(I/C means In-Charge)

Another week just past. Nothing much. Had live firing this week - the night firing was fun though I didn't do as well as I hoped I would :(.

Somehow, my sergeants remember me and my performance when I was the i/c, which is a really good thing given that it helps me get noticed. I must say I didn't work particularly hard this week. Yes, I saved certain people from getting scolded and I led my detail but it isn't much.

Was talking about our fate after Passing-Out-Parade on the bus just now. I would love to be trained to be a commander, but it is not going to be easy. Not going to be easy at all. I believe I have to work a bit harder so my SIR recognises my effort, and my willingness to learn. Unlike many others who pretend, I work hard because it is right. Seriously.

And BTW, this person... if you are reading this, STRAIGHTEN your bed next time. I'm sick of getting blasted for your lack of interest in everything. Seriously, it is getting onmy nerves how you escape everything and we have to take the punishment.

Last thing, dearest 'S2', do not think that your 'S' is the best. Oh please. You guys may have the best relationship with the instructors - but that's it. Being funny and friendly doesn't make you guys potential commanders.

Please.

Ok, I need to buck up. Need to perform even better.
You bet I will....